Ahad ini ku bangun lambat

Assalamualaikum...Aku baru bangun..fah lama sangat rasanya tak tido sepuas hati. pagi ni jugak aku baru perasan that my last post in thos blog was in 2011.  mana aku pegi selama ni? haiyooo
alhamdulillah thesis dah siap,esok nak submit hard cover. sekarang aku dah merdeka. alhamdulillah... barulah boeh rasa kemanisan bangun lambat di hari ahad. baru la memblog kembali. in shaa allah... ade beberapa perkara nk share kat blog.. standby....

Pertolongan di perlukan

Hajat di hati nk upload music file on my post, tapi tak berjaya. Tak tau pun macam mana nk buat. Try to learn it from youtube but failed to find the type of attachment that im looking for. Most of the video shows how to attach music bar to theblog. Saya bukan nk yg tu!!!... Buntu!! terpaksa la membatalkan niat mempromosikan suara sendiri. kecewa..

11.23 pm saya nk tido tapi saya x bleh tido. so cane?? this few weeks rasa sangat x best sebab dah xde geng kat Alor Gajah. Geng saya pegi mana??? Geng bas skolah dah balik kg... :( Setiap hari pegi keje, balik keje n bertapa dalam umah diam2 kecuali kalau ade sapa2 tetiba ajak kuar. Bosannye hidup camni. Tapi sebenarnye tak la bosan sangat sbb kene g class Masters tapi lack of entertainment dalam life.

Sem depan rasa macam nak carik housemate tapi susah jugak nk carik housemate yang ngam. Mesti la susah sebab tak kenal lagi. Tapi dewa slalu cakap life is a gamble, so kalau betol nak carik housemate, i have to gamble on this la jawabnye. Takpe akan di pikirkan semula.

Time2 sunyi macam ni slalu terasa macam nak kawen. Haha...Tapi pernah terbaca kat Tweeter, dont fall in love because of lonely but let u heart for the love. So because of that sentence, aku terpikir, betol ke aku nak kawen sebab i can't live without him because i need him, or just because i feel lonely(kadang2 la). Emm...biar masa yang tentukan je la ek??.. Bende takleh wat main ni. Bahaya. Ape yang penting skrg ni nak habis kan Masters dlu pastu nak try carik rezeki yang sedap sket. Insyaallah kalau ade jodoh, jalan tu sangat mudah. Amin

Lyrics of the day. Man In The Mirror

Seminggu dua ni asek nyanyi lagu ni je dalam kete, arini baru terpikir nk carik lyrics di Internet. So this is it..

Michael Jackson - Man In The Mirror

I´m gonna make a change,
For once in my life
It´s gonna feel real good
Gonna make a difference
Gonna make it right

As´ I, turn up the collar on my
Favorite winter coat
This wind is blowin´ my mind
I see the kids in the street,
With not enough to eat
Who am I, to be blind?
Pretending not to see
Their needs
A summer disregard,
A broken bottle top
And a one man´s soul
They follow each other on
The wind ya´ know
´Cause they got nowhere
to go
That´s why I want you to
Know

I´m starting with the man in
the mirror
I´m asking him to change
His ways
And no message could have
Been any clearer
If you wanna make the world
A better place
(If you wanna make the
world a better place)
Take a look at yourself, and
Then make a change
(Take a look at yourself, and
then make a change)
(Na na na, na na na, na na, na nah)

I´ve been a victims of a selfish
Kind of love
It´s time that I realize
That there are some with no
Home, not a nickel to loan
Could it be really me,
Pretending that they´re
Not alone?

A willow deeply scarred,
Somebody´s broken heart
And a washed-out dream
(Washed-out dream)
They follow the pattern of
The wind, ya´ see
Cause they got no place
To be
That´s why I starting with me
(Starting with me)

I´m starting with the man in
The mirror
(Ohh)
I´m asking him to change
His ways
(Ohh)
And no message could have
Been any clearer
If you wanna make a better place
(If you wanna make a better place)
Take a look at yourself and
Then make a change
(Take a look at yourself and
then make a change)

I´m starting with the man in
the mirror
(Ohh)
I´m asking him to change his
Ways
(Change the ways-ohh)
And no message could´ve
Been any clearer
If you wanna make the world
A better place
(If you wanna make the world
a better place)
Take a look at yourself, and
Then make that…
(Take a look at yourself, and
then amke that…)
Change!

I´m starting with the man in
The mirror
(Man in the mirror-Oh jeah)
I´m asking him to change
His ways
(Better change)
No message could have
Been any clearer
(If you wanna make the world
a better place )
(Take a look at yourself and
then make the change)
(You gotta get it right, while
you got the time)
(´Cause when you close your heart)
You can´t close your…your mind.
(Then close your… mind)
That man, that man, that
Man, that man
With that man in the mirror
(Man in the mirror, oh yeah)
That man, that man, that man
I´m asking him to change
His ways
(Better change!)
You know… that man
No message could have
Been any clearer
If you wanna the world
A better place
(If you wanna make the world
a better place)
Take a look at yourself, and
Then make a change
(Take a look at yourself, and
then make a change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na na na, na na na, na na,
Na nah.
(Oh yeah!)
Gonna feel real good now!
Yeah yeah! Yeah yeah!
Yeah yeah!
Na na na, na na na, na na,
Na nah
(Ooooh…)
Oh no, no no…
I´m gonna make a change
It´s gonna feel real good!
Come on
(Change…)
Just lift yourself
You know
You´ve got to stop it
Yourself
(Yeah-Make that change)
I´ve got to make that change,
Today
Hoo!
(Man in the mirror)
You got to
You got to not let yourself…
Brother…
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make that change)
You know-I´ve got to get
That man, that man…
(Man in the mirror)
You´ve got to
You´ve got to moce! Come
On! Come on!
You got to
Stand up! Stand up!
Stand up!
(Yeah!-make that change)
Stand up and lift
Yourself, now!
(Man in the mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah!-make that change)
Gonna make that change…
Come on!
You know it!
You konw it!
You know it!
You know…
(Change…)
MAKE THAT CHANGE!

jatuh lagi..

have u ever feel for the same person over n over again??? have u?? i did...
last weekend my family n i went to kuantan for my kezen's wedding. sambil2 tu sy amik kesempatan la utk jumpa HMS.. after 2 years x jumpa, so berjumpa la kami semula. dinner at cherating.. bila balik tu asek teringat kat beliau, n until today i cant keep my mind of of him. camno?? slalu camtu tiap kali jumpa beliau mula la angau. AI camne??

mlm tadi saye langgar kucing

Bukan saye sengaja nk langgar kucing tu....saya dah cuba ngelak tapi kene jugak...tekujat kejap nasib baik A.I kata its ok...kalau brake emergency, the victim might be us...saya mintak maaf yer kucing, ajal kamu mmg dah sampai, nnt kat akhirat jangan kamu langar saye pulak udah ler... ya Allah, saya mintak ampun perbuatan yg tidak d sengajakan.

Balik mengeteh malam tadi skali lagi terkujat bila bukak fb dpt tau Hafez Rayuan si kekasih lama mau menikah sudah...huhu...dgn ex-gf beliau...nasib baik kita break-up, dapat la kamu kawen ngan ex-gf kamu tu.

Saya tanya Ammar, bila kita plak nk menikah???? Dia kata tgh kumpul duit nk bli crv sebagai hantaran..hahaha ingat lg Ammar kt kete tersebut. Kalau la btol2 Ammar ajak menikah dengan crv sebagai hantaran....what should i do??? crv tu...tapi Aris Imran macam mane?? yang, kamu bleh bli kan crv utk saye x? kalau x boleh saye nk menikah dengan Ammar je la.hihihi...

p/s: kalau Aris Imran baca ni, mesti saye kene panggang mlm ni...errkkk

Pesan Rasulullah: sebelum tidur....

SEBELUM Tidur

Perkara Sebelum Tidur( Tafsir Haqqi )

Rasulullah berpesan kepada Aisyah ra : "Ya Aisyah jangan engkau tidur

sebelum melakukan empat perkara, yaitu :

1. Sebelum khatam Al Qur'an,

2. Sebelum membuat para nabi memberimu syafaat di hari akhir,

3. Sebelum para muslim meridloi kamu,

4. Sebelum kau laksanakan haji dan umroh....

"Bertanya Aisyah :

"Ya Rasulullah.. .. Bagaimana aku dapat melaksanakan empat perkara

seketika?"

Rasul tersenyum dan bersabda :

"Jika engkau tidur bacalah : Al Ikhlas

tigakali seakan-akan kau mengkhatamkan Al Qur'an.

Bismillaahirrohmaan irrohiim,

Qulhualloohu ahad' Alloohushshomad' lam yalid walam yuulad' walam

yakul

lahuu kufuwan ahad' ( 3 x )

Membacalah sholawat untukKu dan para nabi sebelum aku, maka kami semua

akan memberi syafaat di hari kiamat.

Bismillaahirrohmaan irrohiim, Alloohumma shollii 'alaa syaidinaa

Muhammad wa'alaa aalii syaidinaa Muhammad ( 3 x )

Beristighfarlah untuk para muslimin maka mereka akan meredloi kamu.

Astaghfirulloohal adziim alazii laa ilaaha illaa huwal hayyul qoyyuum

wa atuubu ilaih ( 3 x )

Dan,perbanyaklah bertasbih, bertahmid, bertahlil, bertakbir maka

seakan-akankamu telah melaksanakan ibadah haji dan umroh"

Bismillaahirrohmaan irrohiim, Subhanalloohi Walhamdulillaahi

walaailaaha

illalloohu alloohu akbar(3 x )

tik tok tik tok...

Tak perasan daisy path saya dah shown 11 months. dah dekat setaun. kalau menikah dah beranak kot.few more days kehkehkeh..kamu bli ape utk saye yang? hihi

Daisy path kat bawah tu lg power...5 taun dah? lg x sedar. tapi kamu dah xde masa utk saya. Sori saye terpaksa beralih arah...jangan marah haaa. Kamu pun mmg xde janji kan saye ape2, saya bertindak bijak sikittt je...

jalan2 mengabis kan duit

Bila ntah trip ni x ingat. mei kot tapi baru arini nk upload pic sempena ari ahad yg membosankan... Yang penting Aris Imran pun ade....dah mcm anak rahman pulak beliau...

Tioman again...hehe love tiomanMandi manda.... 1 cukup x leh banyak-banyak


Nenek posing baikkkk punye


Jalan-jalan pusing pulau..


Nenak ngan atok becinte...


Saya ngan A.I pun nk bercinta jugak...hihihi....

Keeping Up With The Date

Dalam seminggu, sekurang-kurangnye sekali aku sakit kpale. Dah masuk kali yg ke 28 jumpe Doc baru beliau nk suruh aku g check mata. Asam haram!! Rabun ke aku?? awal2 lagi aku dah syak dah, tapi saje nk tggu doc yg suruh baru nk g jumpe mohd.doc mata. maksudnye aku lagi terer dari doc yg dah check aku sebanyak 28 kali tu la kan??? emmmm susah tol nk terima kenyataan kene pakai spek. mula la kepala ni susah nk bergerak aktif rasenye sbb sebok nk control spek takut jatuh. xpe bleh berguru ngan AI.
Nak tak nk kene buat jugak sebab bulan depan jadual kehidupan aku ni lagi parah. kalau xde spek=sakit kpale x ilang sampai kiamat.
Blan depan insyaallah kalau xde ape2 yg mengganggu aku bleh dapat student's discount semula :D
gumbira bab tu. yg x gumbira nye bab klas on weekday yg mana pada ari yg sama aku kene koje. abis cano?? kalau aku kawen ngan superman dari dulu kan senang. abis keje kul 5.30, 6.30 tepat2 aku dah landing dalam kelas. Boleh ke kul 5.30 aku kat melaka, kul 6.30 dah ade dalam BK9, FSKM,UiTM Shah Alam?? yang tu kene tanye fiela kot2 beliau bleh wat magic.

:|

bernapas dalam kain kapan

xde keje nk keje. dah keje malas plak nk keje. ni la masalah aku yg paling melemahkan jiwa. kene plak keje office hour. kul 8.30 dah kene active mengadap hari. looking for keje yg bleh masuk kul 10 sbb i dont mind to go home late since i only sleep after 12am. alangkah indahnye. indah lagi perasaan ni bile lately ni beliau yg bernama "getting married soon" keep on asking me to come over his place. mengapakah???? ko dah nk kawen la mambang. apsal ko nk jumpe aku lg?? ko tak tau ke aku mmg suke jumpe ko?? hancor berkechaii ati aku ni bile tau kamu dah nk menikah taun ni. kamu tau dop?? gf i dont mind sbb aku x berhajat nk ber bf kan kamu, tapi kalau kau dah nk menikah, ngan sape lg aku nk berpoya-poya?? cuba jawab. tapi berbalik kepada soalan d atas. ape pasal kamu memessage kan diri mu kepada aku yg bernama "miss suka sangat bile ko msg"?? adhoi x paham...
jangan msg la ek. jangan carik. nnt aku jugak yg tension sbb ko asek nk jumpe aku tapi nk kawen ngan org lain. ade banyak bende lain yg aku nk pikir dari asek pikir pasal kau je. paham x omi?? tapi aku mmg suka kat kamu. knape ntah. ko menikah ngan aku je la senang. tapi tgu lg 4 taun.

skrg aku nk pikir pasal keje plak. ape kejadah haram nye skrg ni nk kene kuarkan artikel at least 2 / year for each lecturer utk d selitkan dalam company's magazine. if not KPI bungkus. ape pulak kene mengena koje aku ngan article tersebut d atas?? bukan ke mase aku sign contrak aritu contract nye bercerita pasal seorang aku yang bakal mengajar subjek matematik je? tapi knape plak kalau x wat artikel, KPI aku yg terjerumus ke kancah maksiat tersebut? bende2 tu sepatutnye optional la wahai tukang bagi gaji. bukan sumer org pun boleh buat artickle. kalau sape2 bleh buat xde la umat manusia yg bergelar penulis. kerja tersebut hanya layak utk sesetengan org je. tapi kalau kamu nk artikel yg berbunyi merapek mcm yg sedang aku buat ni, 10 aku bleh bg. ntah ape2 kamu ni, blom ckp pasal kene wat journal utk up gaji lg. ape daa..nk cakap lebih2 kang kene saman plak aku. tak cakap kang performance out sbb ati dah x iklas nk wat keje. baik d pendekkan umo je la dari terus bernapas kat bumi yang tiada keadilan ni. untung2 dosa pun dapat kurangkan sikit since dah mati cepat. bleh jumpe micheal jackson. auu!!!(sambil bahu terjongket)

Gone Too Soon

Like a comet
Blazing ’cross the evening sky
Gone too soon

Like a rainbow
Fading in the twinkling of an eye
Gone too soon

Shiny and sparkly
And splendidly bright
Here one day
Gone one night

Like the loss of sunlight
On a cloudy afternoon
Gone too soon

Like a castle
Built upon a sandy beach
Gone too soon

Like a perfect flower
That is just beyond your reach
Gone too soon

Born to amuse, to inspire, to delight
Here one day
Gone one night

Like a sunset
Dying with the rising of the moon
Gone too soon
Gone too soon

Batasku Asaku

Bila kutercipta dari tulang rusukmu
Mengapa ku mampu sempurnakan hidupmu
Bila ku ada karena kau ada
Mengapa kau tak bisa sendiri saja

(*)
Dalam teguh tak larut belaian
Ranum sahaja bukan hiasan
Untaian cinta gapai genggaman
Yakinkan mimpi dalam iman

Batasku sadari raut kodratku
Asaku menari terbalut sorbanmu
Lembutnya jiwa sambut nestapa
Terngiang syahdu iman di dada

Bila cerita tak lagi ceria
Mahligai cinta merona terlena
Senada iman kusimpan derita
Kuatkan hati bersimpuh padaNya…

Seindah Biasa

Jangan pernah takut ku tinggalkan
Saat bintang tak mampu lagi berdindang
Saat malam menjadi terlalu dingin
Hingga pagi tak seindah biasanya
[Chorus]
Takkan mungkin kita bertahan
Hidup dalam kesendirian
Panas terik hujan badai
Kita lalui bersama
Saat hilang arah tujuan
Kau tahu ke mana berjalan
Meski terang meski gelap
Kita lalui bersama
Ku tak bisa merubah yang telah terjadi
Tapi aku kan menjanjikan yang terbaik
Agar kita tak pernah menjadi-jadi
Meski beza dermaga untuk kita berlabuh
[repeat chorus]
Pernah kita jatuh
Mencuba berdiri
Menahan sakit dan menangis
Tapi arti hidup lebih dari itu
Dan kita mencuba melawan
[repeat chorus]

Already Gone Lyric

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, Oooo, oh
Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone...

p/s: This is exactly what im going to do 1 day..Sorry yea

Lari!!!

Hehehe...dah selamat sampai Sepang... Esok lepas Shahid n Atan Tut abis keje leh gerak balik Bentong.. Petang esok kene amik M.Kumar kat komuter Nilai. Beliau sampai dari Johor. Sepatutnye aku kene keje esok, tapi memandangkan Kolej dah lengang n tingal aku ngan Mr.Poh je esok yang baik ati x amik cuti awal, maka dengan itu aku dengan jayanya ajak Mr.Poh amik EL je la esok. Kehkehkeh...
Student dah msg2 dah tanye bile balik Bentong. Bleh plak ade student org Bentong 3 org sem nih.. agak klaka rasenye... blom raya bebudak tu dah sebok2 nk datang raye. kalau datang bawak lemang xpe gak. ni tidak, datang nak mintak duet raye.. depa x tau ke sesungguhnye lect. depa ni pun tengah sesak nih...bonus raye pun x dapat...gaji floating x sudah2.. nak bli baju waye pun terbantut.
Tapi xpe, janji Raya Redang mantap!! Redang!!!! Im coming!!!!

Meroyan Di Pagi 17 Ramadhan

Memandangkan aku x leh sambung tido lepas sahur tadi maka dengan itu otak ni bukan main galak lagi bekerja, langsung aku teringat answer scheme dari UiTM yang x sampai2 lg ni. Test dah lebih 3 minggu answer scheme x sampai2 lg.. formula ape dia pakai pun aku x tau. ni le yg aku malas nk mengajar subjek UiTM nih..kata Kolej Bersekutu, kalau bersekutu tu biar la bertambah mutu. Kalau camni la gayenye, mutu pun nak conver Islam jadi Ismail. Nasib baik lah aku pakai formula yang aku wat sendri, dah siap dah pun tanda paper bebudak nih hasil jawapan aku wat sendri. Tapi kalau boleh nk la jugak tengok scheme depa tu, senang nk tunjuk kat bebudak ni teknik pemarkahan final nanti. Emmm harammm

Cik Fiela, jika sekiranya kamu terbaca royanan aku ni, tolong lah beri penjelasan..

Selamat Hari Raya Redang

Tak sabar nak Selamat Hari Raya Redang...
Taun ni my family n I plus Ammar nk beraya di Redang... Ade sape2 nk ikot x??
mesti x nak kan? hah xpe sbb booking dah full..
Xthabar wasenye nak beraya redang...
Hari Raye ke-4, menaiki 788 kul8.50 maka berangkat lah kami sekuaga beserta peserta baru Suraya N Co ke Pulau Redang..
Gumbirenye rase d hati.. baju renang dah ready. dah siap letak dalam bag. terasa diri ini mcm kanak2 tadika kemas pulak..
Skill baru blom pektis lagi ni.. walau bagaimanapun tetap nk blagak kat Ammar.. nyehnyehnyeh..

Hajat d hari balik dari Redang nak ajak Sara n Ammar panjat Gunung Datuk plak..
kalau ade sape2 nak ikot jom la (dalam hati sedar xde sape baca blog nih).
Kali ni nk perbaiki rekod. 1time panjat makan 2 jam. 2nd time 3 jam. Jem otak pikir apsal 2nd time lg slow. Kali ni kalau bleh nk wat 25minit je..wahaha pasan Naik 25mint turun balik walaupun lom sampai puncak..mongok budak Shuet neh

Kalabul Malami

Walaupun pnah upload pic ni, nk upload lg skali menandakan telah masuk kewinduan kedalam kalabul malami aku bila mane tgk ramai plak owang pakai waja kat Kolej Risda lately ni.. windu plak kat WMV..tapi nk wat camne kan, terpaksa la tulis je kewinduan yang tersebut d atas. takut kalau ckp kuat2 kang tecik lak ati sawi aku yg dah mmg nye kechik tu..ala hai dak tecik

Arini dah 15Ramadhan, lupe nk cakap slamat bepuasa kat ko komputasi... tapi xpe la ko bukan puasa pun kan?? macam aku yg x pose arini..masuk arini dah 4 ari x puasa bg taun ini memandangkan kesihatan perut yg dah agak meruncing..xpe adhek2 tggu akak datang bayar fidiah yer..insyaallah kalau umo akak panjang n rezeki masih d beri

Smlm main tikam2 mengena plak..kan x pasal2 dapat adiah..Adehhh..
Ati adawah winduu emmm Sigh**
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why???

demam dah lebih seminggu masih blom baik..mengapakah????